After everything that has happened. From start to finish hes lured me here to there. Id do anything for him and he takes me for granted. Why ? Why do I constantly fall for his cries and pleas? Why do I continue to love him? What makes him so special from the rest of the band, in which I could have at any moment? What makes him different from everyone else in the world? For seven long months he and I have been playing this this this game of do you love me? If he cant find anyone he comes to me but as soon as Im not looking hes running off with some other person and then I turn back around and there he is handing me the keys to my apartment back. Every time. It hurts does he have no idea what it means to be hurt like this? Well Ive had it! Im not going to be hurt by his little ass anymore!
Theres a knock at the door. I dont want to answer it. It might be him and I dont want to see him. Unfortun